It's amazing how one decision, one movement, one instance can lead to an event that would have a big impact in your life. It can be as simple as deciding to go out with your friends and ending up getting know a person who would turn out to be your husband. It can be as mundane as not replying to your loved one and little did you know, it was his/her last text to you - or anyone else. They say we have no control over what would happen to us. Well, that's partly true. But I believe that we shape our own destiny. 

After a long hiatus, here I am again blogging.

I was watching Julie & Julia earlier on Star Movies and I suddenly had the urge to start blogging again. Another reason is because it's almost 6 in the morning and I still can't sleep (probably because the Azkals lost). Hopefully, I'll get to update more often especially now that I have a lot of time to spare!

Okay, the sun is up.

Goodnight! Or should I say, good morning?

Can't believe that January passed by just like that. Sorry I wasn't able to update that much. When I come home after work I usually just go straight to bed. To make up for this month's hiatus, here are some pictures taken this month :)

New Years Eve - Broke our family's tradition of spending New Years Eve at our Lola's house by spending it in Batangas this year. My mom wanted to spend it in a beach, hence, we stayed at La Luz Resort.

12/6/2012

Decided to open my Blogspot again and found this on my drafts so I decided to just post it.

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People change. Feelings change. A lot of things change. That's just how life works. Like they say, the only constant thing in this world is change.

Sometimes it's hard to accept the changes in our life. You ask yourself, "Why?" And, sometimes, you don't get the answer to that question. It's the questions in your head that makes it hard for a person to accept things and move on.

I was talking to my friend the other day and I was complaining to him about the certain changes in my life. Then he said, "Stop it, Miera. Edi 'di ka niya minahal. Understand? Sorry ah. Pero dapat ganun ka nalang mag-isip. Mas maiintindihan mo." He was blunt. And, well, he was right. I realized, what's the use of me trying to know the answers to the questions in my head? I'll ask a question and I'll try to get an answer. Once I get the answer, another question pops in my head. I still believe that knowing the truth would set you free. But what if you don't know what the truth is anymore? You get an answer from someone and just when you're satisfied with it, you get to know more things which makes you question if the answer to your question really is the truth. And, honestly, when I get the answers to some of the questions in my head, it just makes me more mad and sad 'cause it makes me realize that the thing that I believed in was a lie. The answers that I get are like punches that hit me right through the stomach. And it hurts. Really hurts. And what's frustrating about it is that we can't do anything about it. The best thing we can do is just let go and accept these changes. We should put into mind the fact that even though we get the answers to the questions in our head, it cannot change the fact that it has already changed. We cannot put it back to its old state anymore. It's the ugly truth. Harsh reality.